My family is not perfect-- during the seder Alma couldn't keep still and Asher kept asking for dessert.
I didn't think I would be able to be at this seder last night. My plan was to have my double mastectomy and reconstruction on April 2nd. But there's a great saying, if you wanted to make G-D laugh tell him your plan.
Right now, it's safer and makes more sense to continue the chemotherapy. So I was grateful that I have options. That today I feel good. That the food we ate was nutritious and healthy. How also I don't hate how I look-- even though I've lost hair and my body is not the same as it was before chemo.
There's always something to be grateful for no matter what! And the funny thing is Asher fell asleep before the seder was over, so he never got his desert. He had it this morning instead and barely ate it.