Updated: Sep 29, 2021
It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life For me… 🎶
Thank you for all the love. For realz A lot of people are asking me how I’m doing— it’s a loaded question —but I’ll try to answer. Yesterday I had boobs, now I don’t. Replaced are bandages, stitches, & drains connected in my body. I’m like a Roman Aqueduct. And instead of water it’s blood 🩸 So yeah, I’m mourning. Looking down at my chest makes me feel sad at times but also grateful to have any bit of cancer in the breast removed.
I can’t lift or pull anything. It is a struggle to do anything besides rest. The pain meds they gave me are numbing the pain but I am using my natural remedies like crazy, higher power and support from friends and family to walk through all the emotions— so I don’t fall into a dark hole of sadness or despair. And taking deep breaths — staying in the day, filled with so much love from you. So gratefully in pain to sum it up! 🙌🏽